waiting...

We sit, we wait, we wait on God. My tendency is to hear from God a tiny piece of His plan- then do everything in my power to accomplish it - meanwhile screwing up the whole situation. This time, we are trying so hard to not screw up God's perfect story through the process.  I was telling a friend the other day that I want my babies so badly, that my belly feels empty. We talk about them, to keep us focused and are trying not to overlook how God has been working through this whole process. We have planned a weekend to go away and pray, fast, and seek God's will for the financial provision of the embryo transfer.